| Apr. 25th, 2006 @ 12:52 am I Like Music...Stupid and Crappy......Is That Brandi...Then Turn It On To Raffi |
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Marlboro Mood:  grateful
Marlboro Music: Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby
Today I had school and when i got back to the arbo i just walked around for forever...went to wal-mart and got some neccisaries(socks, toothbrush, toothpaste, some bandaids, a shirt, and some razors) then i went to qdoba and met the rents there and watched them eat and talked about skydyving and how my cousin did it and is now obsessed haha and now my grandma wants to do it...shes crazy...then had "practice" not really practice but just sorta a jam with me cam and pete which was nice i hadn't played my electric in a while and it was buggin me...we really need to get our shit together boys...devar has a show this friday and i'm not sure of any of the info on the show but go to www.myspace.com/devartoi and check it out hopefully there is some info on the show...i'd love to see any familier faces there i think it's in Rock Hill so it'd be much appriciated...when i got home i attempted to use the phone but i passed out for about 3 hours or so and woke up in a still kinda cranky mood and then went kinda insaine....it was just one of those afternoons and nights i guess...cause i felt really wierd after prac. and then when i woke up i felt like something was seriously wrong...with everything...everything...then i said lots of stuff that made myself sound absolutly insaine but then i took a walk talked on the phone for about 1/2 a minute but that calmed me down for a little while its nice to have a nice voice in ur ear at tough times....though i would not admit what was going on at the time...u know just act like shits all alright....
i had night terror feelings again so thats why i went on that walk cause my house is a terrible place to be when that happens...walked up to 51 then down to Dan's street...and on the way i heard sirens and looked saw a cop car..turned back around and then almost got hit by a house that was being moved on the road...i was honostly about a foot from being hit with a house tonight..wierd...anyway i kept walkin and heard a lot of shit...freaked out...had a few really really wierd moments and noises on the walk..bit of sort of black outs...all in all...i hate having a past with fucking night terrors they sucked and have put a fear in me i can't explain and i hope i don't have to carry it for the rest of my life....i think it is the fear of being alone that brings them out....cause it happens very very very rarely anymore tonight was just really wierd...thanks cait for putting up with my stupidness and insainess tonight <3
After this i met dan and kavon where i had an amazing night of brozen, broozin, breathin(smoke), and BUTTVON'...we had the most amazing game of bond on game cube...it was an amazing make between "Four","Ja Rool", and "ButtVon"...boys that was awesome...thanks for the support with the rough night i really appriciate it...and everyone watch out for blue balls...cause my penis killed the crab ho...and stop grappling under people and then staring at them haha that was soo fucking funny and creepy.......hahahahahaha...ButtVonFour and A Nigga...i love u guys....i had a good time
GoodNight Everyone (:8) * ButtVon
P.S.- where the fuck has Ron been....I miss his mustache havin burley ass |