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Jun. 2nd, 2006 @ 03:01 pm (no subject)
Sometimes feelin like i don't really know anything anymore...so many feelings so little time...confusion with no fear..with apathy towards anything petty
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May. 23rd, 2006 @ 05:42 am (no subject)
Marlboro Mood: exhausted
Marlboro Music: Dinosaurs Theme Song
I bladed again tonight which i've been doing pretty much everyday after work...it goes work...blade...drink...blade..hang around...and go to bed really fuckin late get no sleep and go to work again...all in all...i'm not sure i could ask for better right now...i'm happy with what i have and will not ask for more b/c whenever i do i either get hurt or am forced to deal with a complete shitty situation...right now i am happy...substances and friends...i love you both...but nothing would be great without being sober....right now i've also realized i live a really diff. life style than a lot of the people i associate myself with and i'm starting to really really get used to it..i mean the lack of food b/c of lack of money and lack of hydration and even if i'm tired if i don't blade "home" to sleep i don't get home...i guess in ways it is rewarding but its just wierd to think that i'm not sure that anyone else sees life the way that I do and i guess i'm kinda empathetic towards that...cause i really with they could and not get caught up and petty nonsense...but hey thats part of life...also I guess in the end i don't trust pretty much anyone...so i know not who to really call a true friend...many people have just played around with me like i'm some sort of entertainment...oh yea and i watch Dinosaurs everynight before i go to bed which is my fav. TV show which was shown back in 91 that is amazing....hope everyone is doing well...some may not care but i have no choice but to do so...goodnight
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May. 20th, 2006 @ 03:06 am Ace of your Face
Marlboro Mood: eh
I roller bladed more than anything else today...it was amazing...woke up..drank in my woods...went to prov. battle where it just sucked..high schools are like prisons...and prov. just sucks...saw a bunch of people that just don't matter to me there...then got left people drank my shit and that upset me so i went to sleep on a sand bank in a creek in my woods for a long time listening to third eye blind...then woke up listening to it...walked to my house put on the blades and bladed down prov. then past the nade to stonecrest then back to the nade and saw spenser and dan charlotte geoff fuckin AJ which was great i'm glad that kid is back in town and a few others...after that went to will's...eh..didn't really feel too much like that was me anymore so i strapped on the boots yet again and roller bladed to down 51 to carmal commons shopping center by catholic and hit some stairs and gaps and stuff...it was amazing...it may be kinda sad but now adays roller blading at night listening to my music is pretty much the only thing that always makes me happy and is consistantly just a mindblowing euphoria to me...oh well i'm glad i have that at least...then kavon met up with me at the gas station there we talked then went back to will's watched some dudes conduct and sing in a quior thing with keidan, it was possibly one of the funniest things i've ever seen in my life...this was my friday...i roller bladed a lot...i can only hope sat. holds the same for me....
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May. 14th, 2006 @ 11:01 pm (no subject)
Marlboro Mood: calm
I forgot mothers day b/c i slept pretty much the entire day and then came home and then left again.....i feel like an asshole...had an interesting learning experiance on saturday..terrifying and mostly alone but i sorta figured out the type of person i would like to be...kinda hard to explain...I made up my RPG name and i like it a lot more than Matt...watched dinosaurs and i love that show and now i own it after countless years of it not being out...saw crazy ignorant boligerant drunks all around the arboretum on friday night and there were few around the promenade it was absolutly halarious, well atleast the people at the arbo there were hordes of them drunk and throwing up all over the place being carried off in abulences being thrown over each others shoulders and throwing up on each other and there was a hooka(i have no idea how to spell that)behind ben and Jerry's and there were a good 15 people sitting around it smoking....it was very entertaining like watching a sweet fucked up movie but better....had a good roller blade on thursday....but i really feel like a jerk i completely looked over mother's day
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May. 1st, 2006 @ 11:50 pm I Wear My Sunglasses at Night.....Bitches Don't Fuck around with the guy in shades!!!....oh no...
Marlboro Mood: DANCY!!!
Won't u take me to FUNKay ToWn......Won't U taKe may to FUnKaY Town.....

You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round, round, round....

I'm too sexy for my love.....too sexy for my love....love loves going to leave
I'm too sexy for my shirt....too sexy for my shirt....so sexy it hurts
I'M TOO FUCKING SEXY FOR NEW YORK AND JAPAN
I'm too sexy for your party....too sexy for your party...YOU KNOW THERES NO WAY I'M NOT DISCO DANCING!!!!

and there is.....ALWAYS SOMETHIN' THERE TO REMIND ME!!!
and how could i...forget you girl...when there is....
ALWAYS SOMETHING THERE TO REMIND ME!!!
i was born to love her and i will never be free....you'll always be a part of me....ewwoooewwoewwoooooaaa....cause there is ALWAYS SOMETHIN' THERE TO REMIND ME!!!

WHAT IS LOVE?!!!!!BABY...DON'T HURT ME...DON'T HURT ME...NO MORE....WHAT IS LOVE?!!!

Yo...VIP...Lets KIck IT!!!
Ice Ice Baby...Ice Ice Baby
Alright stop calabarate and listen
....to the extreme i rock the mic like a vandle....light up a stage and watch a chump like a candle...
...i'm killin' ur brain like a poisenous mushroom...DEADLY!!!...
Ice Ice BAby.....Vanilla...ICE ICE BABY...Vanilla ICE ICE BAby....
slice like a ninja...cut like a razor blade
Ice Ice Baby...Vanilla..Ice Ice Baby
...yo man, lets getta outta here....word to ya motha....
Ice Ice Baby....Vanilla Ice Ice Baby....


Can't Touch dis....!!!....CAn't ToUch dis......yo sound the bell school is in sucka........CaN't tOuch dis...better work hard or u might as well quit....break it down....ohhhhh ohhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhh......stop....mK_Von time.....just for a minute lets all do da bump.....yea do the JohnBonVon Bump......CAN'T TOUCH DIS!!!

Amazing...just absolutly amazinging...hahaha
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Apr. 29th, 2006 @ 12:50 pm :O
Marlboro Music: My Songs
Last Night.....Wow....no way to put into words...only into feelings
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Apr. 25th, 2006 @ 12:52 am I Like Music...Stupid and Crappy......Is That Brandi...Then Turn It On To Raffi
Marlboro Mood: grateful
Marlboro Music: Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby
Today I had school and when i got back to the arbo i just walked around for forever...went to wal-mart and got some neccisaries(socks, toothbrush, toothpaste, some bandaids, a shirt, and some razors) then i went to qdoba and met the rents there and watched them eat and talked about skydyving and how my cousin did it and is now obsessed haha and now my grandma wants to do it...shes crazy...then had "practice" not really practice but just sorta a jam with me cam and pete which was nice i hadn't played my electric in a while and it was buggin me...we really need to get our shit together boys...devar has a show this friday and i'm not sure of any of the info on the show but go to www.myspace.com/devartoi and check it out hopefully there is some info on the show...i'd love to see any familier faces there i think it's in Rock Hill so it'd be much appriciated...when i got home i attempted to use the phone but i passed out for about 3 hours or so and woke up in a still kinda cranky mood and then went kinda insaine....it was just one of those afternoons and nights i guess...cause i felt really wierd after prac. and then when i woke up i felt like something was seriously wrong...with everything...everything...then i said lots of stuff that made myself sound absolutly insaine but then i took a walk talked on the phone for about 1/2 a minute but that calmed me down for a little while its nice to have a nice voice in ur ear at tough times....though i would not admit what was going on at the time...u know just act like shits all alright....

i had night terror feelings again so thats why i went on that walk cause my house is a terrible place to be when that happens...walked up to 51 then down to Dan's street...and on the way i heard sirens and looked saw a cop car..turned back around and then almost got hit by a house that was being moved on the road...i was honostly about a foot from being hit with a house tonight..wierd...anyway i kept walkin and heard a lot of shit...freaked out...had a few really really wierd moments and noises on the walk..bit of sort of black outs...all in all...i hate having a past with fucking night terrors they sucked and have put a fear in me i can't explain and i hope i don't have to carry it for the rest of my life....i think it is the fear of being alone that brings them out....cause it happens very very very rarely anymore tonight was just really wierd...thanks cait for putting up with my stupidness and insainess tonight <3

After this i met dan and kavon where i had an amazing night of brozen, broozin, breathin(smoke), and BUTTVON'...we had the most amazing game of bond on game cube...it was an amazing make between "Four","Ja Rool", and "ButtVon"...boys that was awesome...thanks for the support with the rough night i really appriciate it...and everyone watch out for blue balls...cause my penis killed the crab ho...and stop grappling under people and then staring at them haha that was soo fucking funny and creepy.......hahahahahaha...ButtVonFour and A Nigga...i love u guys....i had a good time

GoodNight Everyone (:8)
* ButtVon

P.S.- where the fuck has Ron been....I miss his mustache havin burley ass
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Apr. 14th, 2006 @ 09:07 pm Don't You Fuck With my Mana or Your HP and Me Might Start Havin' Some Problems
Marlboro Mood: amused
Marlboro Music: George Micheals - Gotta Have Faith



   " We may just be the biggest losers in the QC....but we're used to it"

    <3 mK & Creeplin
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Apr. 9th, 2006 @ 09:22 pm We'll I guess it would be nice if i could touch your body, I know not everybodys got a body like you
Current Location: Casa de Baghdad
Marlboro Mood: dorky
Marlboro Music: George Micheals - Gotta Have Faith
hahahahaha.....Check this out....I cannot be fired...i am invinsable...but i can't spell the word correctly and u know what thats ok with me cause they can't fire me...on friday i accidently slept through the period i should of been at work, we were having an audit and the general manager or something came in and aparantly she fired me cause i did not come in and answered no phone calls from the theater, but somehow they were like just say why u didn't come in...my ass. manager had to call someone to find out if i was fired or not...cause i work 6 to close sunday through thursday pretty much every week and the movies dont' have like anyone working there so they NEED me...its fuckin halarioius...looks like i'm dealin' the cards now

Anyway fucking saturday night was one of the sketchiest nights in a long time me and geoff decieded...lots of wierd shit went down that night...some of which i believe to sorta my fault...long story short i ended up at emma's house...i paid geoff to come get me after he left a sketchy as party...then we went to on the run were in the gas station while some dudes stole beer and my boy javon called the cops and we got the plate...then some other shit happened and then we came to my house at 4:30...all in all saturday was fucked up and i feel bad for some of the shit that happened....I'm getting a job a smoothie king and my 2 week notice for the theater will be in soon so if there are any movies u wanna watch please let me know now...god i hate that fucking job

I need a haircut

I want my room and clothes to be clean for once

a power chord for my keyboard

my guitar back in my house

my singing voice from before i started smoking

to continue to type on my phone all day

and a georgia peach and some peach sider

I have absolute power...hiahakdhfokhoked
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Apr. 2nd, 2006 @ 09:57 pm I'm Very Fucking Through with this
Marlboro Mood: confused
Marlboro Music: MGMT - CD - Time to Pretend
I quit...I quit.....I quit......so call me a quitter cause I FUCKING QUIT...

"The water is warm, but its sending me shivers....
a baby is born, crying out for attention....
your memories fade,like looking through a far mirror...

DECISIONS TO DECISIONS I MADE AND I THOUGHT THAT I THOUGHT....THIS WOULDN'T HURT A LOT I GUESS NOT"

Why am I quitting?
- "Enjoy yourself...take only what u need from it....
a family of trees wanted.....to be a part too..."


To my friends:
- I to the greatest ability of my heart love you all....more than I can understand...and creep i've enjoyed the time spending prob. more than I can understand..:8

I Heart You All
From,
The Matt who's back
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